books as thick as my front doorstep.....

thought i would write a little note about trying not to feel overwhelmed reading the giant books we have been advised to study.......i am not joking it has taken me several night to just read ten pages as the print is so tiny and i almost feel like i should be wearing wrist supports to help me hold it up in bed.............there is so much to take in i almost have to talk myself down from freaking out and hiding it under the bed....i know there is so much to learn...but surely it can't all come through a book.......i hope...... common sense and the leading of our God who wants the best for our child...will come into play....anyway...i will continue to plough on...please pray i can make it...........:-)